Tuesday, February 16, 2010


I drove to classes early today to complete some paperwork. Commuting to classes leaves me feeling strangely aloof. I don't feel that I'm a part of the community at all.

It was pretty cold today, I watched the light snow swirl across the parking lot, so beautiful and almost magical. I walked quickly to my car to get out of the cold. Still, I was mesmerized by the swirling snow and the stillness of the campus.

My professor caught me daydreaming in class yesterday. It was quite embarrassing.. she called on me while I was twirling my hair... and when my eyes met hers, I knew that she knew I haven't been paying attention. lols. I had to ask her to repeat the question. Yikes :P

I flipped on the tube while eating a late dinner and happily discovered American Idol was on! My, oh my does this show get my emotions running. As I watched contestants receive the judges' decision, tears ran down my cheeks and chills went down my body. I think I feel this emotional because I can see how much these singers want to be one of the top 24. It's another step in obtaining their dreams, fixing their lives... a struggle that every one of us goes through in our lives.

2 comments:

Frankeh said...

lol i was day dreaming in one of my classes today as well. but thankfully the people who sat around me are really good note takers <o:

aw. quite frankly i dont know anyone else who watches american idol other than me but i see why you feel that way n_n'

watching american idol makes me want to try for myself. . .but. . .*loss of words*

ahah <o: update more n_n

Chocolatey Snipes said...

of these days, or at least a few of them. American idol is more of a quick route to that end though, mine will be rather long. People cry here all the same, whether its because you are in pain from being broken or the sergeant in charge tore apart your brief and said it was terrible. luckily neither of those have happenned to me.... yet lol. still over 2 months to go